pile up

I was dreaming I was  in the living room with my husband, and 3 children.  

 My kids made this huge pile up of blankets, pillows, and stuffed animals on top of a couch.  The pile managed to reach the ceiling. The children managed to climb the pile an sit at the top, all 3 of them. Including my daughter who was an infant in this dream.

My husband is not worrying about a thing watching his tv programs and smoking.

but I suddenly freaked out!

I realized how dangerous it was for my baby.  Because I realized my son died in real life. I didn’t want to lose another child.

The pile crashed down and the children tumbled.

I scramble to save the baby or make sure she didn’t die.  She crawled speedily to daddy when he called.

My son, the one who died, appeared in front of me, and told me, “Mom everything will be ok”  It’s the first time my son appeared to me in a dream since he died.  *I have been waiting for this day for a long time.*