cool part of town and a cool park

I was on a road trip with my husband and children. We drove through a new part of a city. There were many theme restaurants and hotels, just like Wisconsin Dells. But I felt like we were in Fond du Lac near Lakeside Park.

We saw one restaurant shaped like a football and it was green and yellow, it was a Green Bay Packer restaurant.

Then we entered Lakeside Park, it was not the same park I grew up with. It was now part amusement park, with big rides and a rollercoaster. My kids were so excited. There were many beautiful beaches, trails, rest areas for picnics. There was so much to do! We didn’t know where to start first.

Before we found a spot. My husband found trail where we thought we could drive through with the car. The trail was flooded, the lake flooded it, the water level was up to the car. We had to find way out of there quick. 

I then realized we were not wearing seatbelts. I made everyone put them on in case we needed help from police to get out of the trail.

We found a beautiful beach to spend a part of the day before we headed to rides. My daughter was swimming a little crazy. To me she was swimming like she was swimming in her sleep. Of course it was my dream and dreams get too weird. 

Felt like my husband surprised us with a surprise roadtrip to Lakeside Park. That is where we used to go when they were little.

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5 of my husband!

I was in a huge 2 story Victorian home, very luxurious and so many rooms. My husband and my children were present.

I come home from work looking for my bedroom. My husband tore down what was my own bedroom. He said I couldn’t have my own bedroom anymore. Yet we have a second floor full of bedrooms and vacant. He wanted to leave them for his family when they visit. He wanted no mess up there.

Then this was where the dream gets too weird. I approached my husband resting on sofa to argue with him. Then I looked in the bedroom off to the side from where I was on the sofa with my resting  husband. There in the room I saw my husband laying in bed sick. Then my husband came into the room and sat on the sofa, where I was with my husband laying on the sofa. He said there are 2 other of me out there in the world yet.

Get it? There were 3 different of my husband in the same room at this point and there were 2 more to come home. The one that tore down my bedroom was the one that sat down on the sofa to explain what was going on. The one sick in the bedroom wanted me to share the bedroom while he was sick. The one laying on the sofa just came home from work.

I think it’s all how I have learned to live with my husband as, a preacher, father, family manager, friend, and prisoner. Soon I will learn to live with him an  ex prisoner.

Chaos in my house

I came home to my old home for a visit.  The first thing I did was a load of wash.

The next morning, it was time for my brother and sister to go to school.

A little boy came to the door asking if my brother could come out to play. I said no it’s time for school.

Then the father of the boy came in.  He was looking at the house as if it were for sale. Asking all kinds of questions.

I forgot I saw for sale sign in the front yard. I guess I didn’t want to believe the old house was really going to be sold.

I go upstairs to get dressed. I find I didn’t have any clothes. I run downstairs to the basement to where my clothes should be dried.

I found all these racks and shelves of clothes I believe my mom was selling clothes in rummage sales to make money. None of the clothes were my size,too big, too small, children’s clothes, clothes from when my mom was 300+ lbs, sleeping clothes. And none of my clothes I thought I washed.

I found this green polka-dotted and striped pants and shirt combo with purple waist band. It was cute but as I looked at it longer it was ugly.

Then I go back upstairs, the house was all tore up. Then there was a home office section, that was not there when I grew up.

I was so frustrated with the dream I sat on the couch, my cat tiger jumped in my lap and let me pet her. I really enjoyed that, I fell asleep.

I was actually having trouble sleeping that night. My cat came to my rescue, but just when I had good sleep it was time to get up for work.

 

My house was all chaos because my mom and dad were splitting up and selling the house. I didn’t want it to happen.

 

I think I am going back in my dreams to try to stop what happened to my family. We are all split up by their divorce.

 

who am I mother or kid

I was mom in the house. My 2 sons and daughter became my brothers and sister when we were going to school.
 
We were waiting for the school bus, my brothers and sister were lazing about, getting late. The school bus came and left without us. We had to walk to school, which happened to be just a block away.
 
Makes me wonder..Why were we taking the bus to school?
 
Here I was rushing everyone had their books and making sure everyone had a key to the house. I checked my own pockets for my keys. I didn’t have any keys. I sort of left the door open, just in case.
 
When I got to the school I was then a kid and student. I helped my brothers and sisters get to the place where we had to sign in when we were late. But I really didn’t know where I was going, my brothers and sister had to show me.
 
Then I dropped of my brothers and sister at their classes, but I didn’t know what grade I was in or my class schedule. Then my eyesight was so bad I couldn’t read any signs. I was truly lost.
 
I think this dream is putting myself in my children’s place or I wanted to go to school with my kids. Or I just could handle the pressures of motherhood.

 

Or I just got lost. I did get lost and wanted to run away from my family.

 

I can’t read without my glasses. Makes sense of why I can’t read print in this dream.
 
 

left them behind

This dream my relatives came to visit great uncle and aunt. They are not exciting to be with.

My Mom suggested to me to take then with me to an activity at the school. It was like family fun day.

Not sure my relatives would really enjoy it.

At the gym it was chaos, everyone was trying to play their own game at the same time. Balls flying  through the air, kids running and screaming. And very crowded.

It was a good way to ditch my aunt and uncle.

I left the school, leaving my aunt and uncle behind.

They knew how to get back the house was just down the road.

I took a walk by the river found 2 otters playing.I watched them play for awhile.

Then I found an old worn out boat full of wooden boxes, wicker baskets and other garbage. The boat was full of water I searched through all of it I found a very expensive designer handbag. I was finding other items too! It wasn’t trash. It was a stash of stolen loot.

I dug through the purse found a notepad with numbers and notes might be clues to who stole the purse or owned the purse. I called the police.

In this dream I could see my aunt and uncles disappointed faces and knew I was going to get yelled by my mom when I get home.

But I had a way out I just quit the dream or I just kept moving on to something else in the dream.

It was great relief that was just a dream!

My great aunt and uncle are dead I don’t have to worry about their disappointed faces either.

my special dream super powers

I was dreaming I was at a Disney resort at a restaurant with family when something bad or embarrassing happened.

Don’t remember that part.

I had to get out of there and hide had nowhere to go. I was unfamiliar with the area and didn’t remember how to get back to the hotel.

I remembered my special power I have in my dreams. I can float up just by flapping my arms but slowly.

I was outside the restaurant trying to get into tree.

I saw other people floating up too. That sort of made my special ability not so unusual.

I figured it was because it was a Disney resort and it was Disney magic that was making others float too. So nobody  noticed my unusual ability.

But it my floating worked, my family couldn’t find me.

In other dreams it was unusual.

I haven’t floated in a dream for a very long time.

crazy trip

First, I arrived at an airport with my mom and sister, I have no idea where we are headed.

I lose my mom and sister in the crowd. I end up searching all over for them. That was stupid.

I happened to have my own tickets on me. So I realize I could find my own way to the boarding area of the plane. I thought I would end up where my mom and sister were.

Well I end up searching the whole airport, that’s what it felt like.

I went through an area where there were gambling machines. I stopped to play for awhile. I had to exchange some of my money for plastic coins for the slots.

I ended up winning but there was no time to exchange the coins for real money.

And while I was on way, I found lots of dimes and quarters on the ground. I tried to stop and pick them all up. I felt like I was the only one seeing them. I was ooohing and aaahing every time I saw coins on the ground.

I had to get going to catch the plane.

I still could not find the boarding area. A man approached me, told me he had a faster way to the plane. I followed him to a boat taxi, there airport was near a harbor off the ocean, and a channel in front of the airport.

The boat taxi took us way far out. Didn’t look like we were still near the airport. The boat was jammed of people all trying to get to the same plane. I did not see my mom and sister yet. I was really worried if I was on the right way.

On they way, I saw what looked like to be movie sets, where water scenes and stunts where filmed. The set were all along the way.

I could not see out over the ocean, a dense fog was just liftin

The boat must have arrived and I must have caught the flight and met up with my mom and sister at the destination. The next thing I remember seeing my sister, saying good bye to her boyfriend.

I guess we went to where her boyfriend was to have a little vacation.

 

The next scene I am at home from the trip.

I am sleeping in my bed upstairs. I hear footsteps coming to the room, and inside and then I heard nothing. Like the person stopped right at my bed. I thought it was my sister coming to bed, but I didn’t hear any sound of my sister getting into bed.

So I started freaking out. I started to say “who is there?” No answer. I could still feel the presence by my bed. I was afraid to look. I did peep a little with one eye. I saw a figure in the dark.

I figured I keep my eyes shut and go back to sleep it would go away or it was just my sister playing a joke on me. But I was scared.

 

I was also scared it was really happening to me for real. I didn’t want to wake up.

In the morning I went down to find my sister in a corner typing out a letter to her boyfriend to email to him.

I asked her if she came to bed, she said no. I didn’t say what happened while I was sleeping. I didn’t want my mom and sister to think I was crazy.

But I saw that look on my sister’s face, like she knew what I was talking about anyway.

 *Side note

I believe my sister tricked my when I was younger. I had a dream where I asked God if he still loved me. I know I asked it out loud. I heard myself.

I swear I heard God answer in a booming voice, YES!

I think it really was my sister talking back to me tricking me to believe God was really talking to me. She denied it.

 

Then I went to do the laundry. I used the plastic coins I had left, they worked. I overloaded the machine I was using, it overheated and quit.

I checked out the other washing machine. I discovered my sister was using it quit too, and she used way too much soap, suds were everywhere.

Well I knew I was in big trouble with my mom, I didn’t want to stay to see what happened next. I realized it was a dream where could just quit.

     

judgement’s waiting room

It’s like Jim Jones island or I’m dead and about  be judged.

I’m on an island with a massive group of people. We are like being herded. I was with my family. The crowd was being forced to follow a path. We were not allowed to stray, hesitate, or disobey. We had to keep moving.

Suddenly the part of the group I was in was separated and pushed into a room.

I was separated from my family. I could not find anyone of my family in the room. None of my family were in the room I was forced to endure whatever will happen next alone.

The entire crowd was separated and pushed into separated rooms just like I was. When I got to the room just sat there and waited. It was a dark  dimly lit room. Like an old creepy mansion.

I don’t remember what something happened just sat there waiting with a huge room full of strangers. Maybe it’s a waiting room for judgement.

My family had to face their own judgement.

This dream was very similar to this dream: I lost my family.

How is my son doing in Heaven?

In this dream I was visiting a social worker who was giving me a progress report on my oldest son. He was away at a special school with strict rules.

When I was done, I was leaving I met up with my husband, he held my hand as we were walking.

Then I asked him some hard questions. Why we never write or call our son? Why doesn’t our son write or call us? My husband said we had to wait until our son was ready to communicate with us. He has to write or call us first.

Then I stopped to think in the dream where my son really was. He is dead. I had a good cry.

I guess the social worker was an angel trying to settle my brain on how my son was doing up in heaven.

In this dream I felt we were forgetting all about my son. I was feeling like a bad parent.

fine jewelry show

I am in a hotel with my kids and husband. Looks like I brought every freaking toy along. I am trying to clean up the room. It was early in the morning, nobody was awake yet.

I am trying to pack up, because its our last day.

But this lady burst into our room. You can’t go yet, today is the fine jewelry show, throughout the whole town!”

Didn’t get to see what a fine jewelry show was, the dream quit or shifted to something else I can’t remember.

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