cool part of town and a cool park

I was on a road trip with my husband and children. We drove through a new part of a city. There were many theme restaurants and hotels, just like Wisconsin Dells. But I felt like we were in Fond du Lac near Lakeside Park.

We saw one restaurant shaped like a football and it was green and yellow, it was a Green Bay Packer restaurant.

Then we entered Lakeside Park, it was not the same park I grew up with. It was now part amusement park, with big rides and a rollercoaster. My kids were so excited. There were many beautiful beaches, trails, rest areas for picnics. There was so much to do! We didn’t know where to start first.

Before we found a spot. My husband found trail where we thought we could drive through with the car. The trail was flooded, the lake flooded it, the water level was up to the car. We had to find way out of there quick. 

I then realized we were not wearing seatbelts. I made everyone put them on in case we needed help from police to get out of the trail.

We found a beautiful beach to spend a part of the day before we headed to rides. My daughter was swimming a little crazy. To me she was swimming like she was swimming in her sleep. Of course it was my dream and dreams get too weird. 

Felt like my husband surprised us with a surprise roadtrip to Lakeside Park. That is where we used to go when they were little.

5 of my husband!

I was in a huge 2 story Victorian home, very luxurious and so many rooms. My husband and my children were present.

I come home from work looking for my bedroom. My husband tore down what was my own bedroom. He said I couldn’t have my own bedroom anymore. Yet we have a second floor full of bedrooms and vacant. He wanted to leave them for his family when they visit. He wanted no mess up there.

Then this was where the dream gets too weird. I approached my husband resting on sofa to argue with him. Then I looked in the bedroom off to the side from where I was on the sofa with my resting  husband. There in the room I saw my husband laying in bed sick. Then my husband came into the room and sat on the sofa, where I was with my husband laying on the sofa. He said there are 2 other of me out there in the world yet.

Get it? There were 3 different of my husband in the same room at this point and there were 2 more to come home. The one that tore down my bedroom was the one that sat down on the sofa to explain what was going on. The one sick in the bedroom wanted me to share the bedroom while he was sick. The one laying on the sofa just came home from work.

I think it’s all how I have learned to live with my husband as, a preacher, father, family manager, friend, and prisoner. Soon I will learn to live with him an  ex prisoner.

didn’t tell him in time

My dream started

with my husband picking me up from work with my children. I had another job to go to. We were close to the house before I told my husband I had another job to go to. But I was too late, he wouldn’t turn around to head to my other job.

I couldn’t remember what town the job was, so I couldn’t tell him right away.

When we arrived at the house, my husband refused to let me go and drive myself to my job.

We had a huge argument. He said it was only a one day job. I said I will lose my good standing with this temporary job agency. And you do enjoy the little extra cash.

Then my husband suggested we needed a little retreat, 3 weeks without sex. I said you usually make wait a long time for sex anyway.

I was really pissed off from this dream, it was like one of our real arguments. I was semi asleep I was making statements to my husband out loud. Lucky for him and me, he doesn’t live with me right now.

My husband did do this to me in real life, don’t take me to where I want to go when I didn’t tell him in time.

Da plane! Da plane!

In this dream

I was taking a walk. I was walking on old abandoned railroad tracks. I come to a tricky part where there the tracks turned into a bridge. But it was worn and some boards were missing and I would have to take big steps to get over the gaps. I would have to balance to cross and there was nothing to keep me from falling it was very high.

Then I found a branch off from the tracks, I begun to follow it. It went through some bushes. There were some boards missing on this track too. I noticed the track went over water. I thought the water was just a puddle. I had some pretty rocks I gathered to take home for souvenirs of my hike. I dropped a rock in the water, I could tell by the way it dropped the water was too deep. And the track wasn’t strong enough for me to walk on. It would have sunk into the water. But the view of horizon ahead was beautiful, I could see a huge body of water, like an ocean or Lake Michigan.

I turned back to go to my house.

My dream changed.

I was alone in the first part of the dream.

Then I was with my family.

I saw a strange shaped flying machine in the air; I thought it was a helicopter. It looked like AJ and a character from Veggie Tales. It was a bi-plane with a cartoon face painted on it.

It landed in a flat field I had come across earlier.

I run back to our house to get my family, my husband, 2 sons, and daughter. I couldn’t find my oldest son. I searched the whole house, I couldn’t leave without him. The rest of my family was begging me to leave him behind and that I won’t find him. They were worried they would miss the plane.

I forgot my son was dead.

But somehow my son appeared. We all went happily together to see and we got to sit the plane.

 

who am I mother or kid

I was mom in the house. My 2 sons and daughter became my brothers and sister when we were going to school.
 
We were waiting for the school bus, my brothers and sister were lazing about, getting late. The school bus came and left without us. We had to walk to school, which happened to be just a block away.
 
Makes me wonder..Why were we taking the bus to school?
 
Here I was rushing everyone had their books and making sure everyone had a key to the house. I checked my own pockets for my keys. I didn’t have any keys. I sort of left the door open, just in case.
 
When I got to the school I was then a kid and student. I helped my brothers and sisters get to the place where we had to sign in when we were late. But I really didn’t know where I was going, my brothers and sister had to show me.
 
Then I dropped of my brothers and sister at their classes, but I didn’t know what grade I was in or my class schedule. Then my eyesight was so bad I couldn’t read any signs. I was truly lost.
 
I think this dream is putting myself in my children’s place or I wanted to go to school with my kids. Or I just could handle the pressures of motherhood.

 

Or I just got lost. I did get lost and wanted to run away from my family.

 

I can’t read without my glasses. Makes sense of why I can’t read print in this dream.
 
 

I guess I had the baby

I had a newborn baby. I was trying to get ready for work and drop the baby off at daycare or preschool.

I was a scatterbrain. I acted as if I never had a baby before. (I had 3 children in 3 years)

I could not find clothes for the baby. I didn’t have a diaper bag ready to go. No bottles ready.

I dressed the baby in just pants no diaper thinking that was ok..

I happened to find all the baby clothes I saved from my other children.

It was getting really late, too late to drop the baby off at day care and too late go to work.

But I had to go to school anyway. I was called by the school because, one of my other children needed attention.

Someone took my baby from me. Thinking I was dropping off the baby at the daycare.

I ran to the store to get the things I needed for the baby. I come out of the store, the car was gone.

I gave up on this bad dream, woke up to get out this mess.

cramp!

I was with a guy who knew where my kids were, I was following him. He was going to lead me to my kids.

But I feel like I knew this guy as a friend and part of the family.

We were at like at community art center. There was a large wading pool surrounding the center. I was playing with my kids and this man in the water, until sunset.

I saw a robin sitting at the edge of the pool. Singing his night song as the sun went down. The community center shut down the wading pool for the day.

The guy’s name was Kelly. He took off with my kids to go inside the center for the rest of the activities for that night.

I had to follow his exact moves to keep up with him and my kids. Then come this high railing he stepped over. I couldn’t do it I was too short. That is where I lost track of him and my children.

I had to find my own way into the building. I found myself crawling in and on a ledge. It was like an edge to sit on. It wasn’t high off the ground. I don’t know why I was crawling on it.

As I was crawling I saw letters that individuals had created out of clay or other materials. They were like art project done together as families. Each letter was a different material, color, thickness, and styles. I remarked to myself how unique was each letter because each person who created them was unique.

I made it to a reception area where people were mingling, dancing, and having refreshments.

There was a group of young black men all dressed fine for a party.

I did not know them at first and ignored them. They were trying to get my attention. They were talking to me but I kept ignoring them.

Until they said a word that broke the code. I guess they were part of a team that were trying to help me get to my kids.

One of the men approached me, he was born without an eye, and there was just a space there where an eye should be.

He said what happened to Kelly. I said I lost him.

They rushed me outside.

I found myself in a SUV with 2 men. I guess the group of black men took over to search for the man and my children.

Later, I found myself in the backseat, sitting in the arms of a man who looked like and sounded like a young Michael J. Fox. He is a cool actor, but I never found him attractive. But he was making some moves on me.

The other guy was gone.

Just when I he was starting to kiss me and undress me.  When I tried to get away, I get a cramp in my leg.

For real, I had a real painful cramp and had to wake up to get the cramp to go away. It was actually time to get up for work anyway. But I sure would like to know what was going to happen next if I was going to find my children.

pregnant again?

I dreamed I was in the hospital. I felt labor pains, but I knew I wasn’t pregnant. The nurse was insisting I stay in the hospital until I had the baby. I kept arguing with the nurse that I wasn’t pregnant.

The nurse kept saying you are about to have a baby at any moment.

I wanted to get out of there I didn’t want to relive labor pains and the pains of giving birth.

I had been sick the past 2 weeks. Sometimes it felt I was pregnant and like I had labor pains

I guess this is what triggered the dream. And I miss my children being babies.

quick changes

First part of the dream my husband appeared. I was surprised to find him. He reassured he was there to stay. We laid down together to sleep for the night.

The next day there was a party for his return.

This is where it gets weird.

I this is where I think my husband escaped from where he was.

My husband, our children and some friends took off for a ride the car. The car was jammed with people.

But when I looked a little closer to who was in the car. The car was full of Mexican men.

Not there is a problem with Mexican men, I just don’t know these men. Strangers were in our car with us.

But my husband was still in the front passenger side.

I think this was his help to hide him. Maybe they were his friends from where he was.

Then when we approached a hill, I looked again to who was all in the car. Now the driver is a black man, I believe he is nephew of my husband.

I don’t know how or when this person got into the car. I didn’t see it happen.

We drove into the country, to an abandoned farm house. We were going to make this our new home.

While I was busy making the house a livable house and taking care of the children.

My husband and the nephew were shooting guns out the window like an old western. There were flashes in the sky. I really don’t know what the fight was about. This reminded me of War of the Worlds movie.

I was told not to worry take care of the house and kid, everything was under control.

These ladies appeared. They come to help me. But the treat me like I am helpless. They tried to make whatever was available to make sets of chairs and tables. There were a lot of wooden kitchen chairs and boards. They just propped chairs together and put a board over the top. They made so many tables with boards and chairs, they forgot to leave some chairs to sit on.

These ladies were driving me crazy and the whole dream was driving me crazy, I just quit!

MY BONES!

There was a part of a dream I had this weekend I could not forget.
 
I was horseplaying with my oldest son. I pushed him, he fell backwards on the sofa. 
 
He was whimpering, I’m stuck. 
 
I thought he was playing around.
 
I went in for a close up to check out what was wrong with my son.
 
His head was bent back and his torso was up, I could see neck bones protuding from his neck but not punctured. I guess his neck broke.
 
He was crying in pain MY BONES!
 
I hurried out of this dream I didn’t want to see more. 
 
I know this is my guilt playing with my dreams.
 
It is part how my son died in the car crash. Though it was not my fault and I was not driving.

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